Late Night Ramblings

I imagine being in love with someone to be so very different from anything else. It’s beyond beautiful and “perfect”, but at the same time is even more fleeting. People fall in and out of love so often and that frightens me. It seems so beautiful and tragic and by all rights it should be permanent. But people change and events occur and just like that people fall out of love, except its a slower fall. It’s a depressing fall from the pedestal on which that love was place. It’s a slower fall because as humans we feel so shocked and cheated when things don’t go our way. And there’s always that risk of falling out of the love you so ready dove in to. And that’s kind of frightening. And yet we all anticipate it… Because maybe the fall with be worth it. Maybe one time you don’t fall out and you see that love for everything it truly is, both good and bad. And maybe it’s because of of desire for that true understanding that we throw ourselves headfirst into the unknown territories of another person.

And even if that love shatters and one falls, the new experiences of life we gain from that other person is like an invaluable fragment we take with us. Something that we can only get from being that close to another human being. And so even heartache is beautiful and “perfect”.

The perils of falling in love, literally falling into another person, is terrifying, unpredictable, and generally ill-advised and yet… I can’t wait for the day I take my first fall.


Strength in Solitude

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Who says being alone is a bad thing? In our society and modern way of life, we’re always obsessing over business connections and being social. But that pursuit is an  oftentimes stress inducing one that leaves are used physically, mentally, and spiritually  drained. Many claim that being alone is a bad thing, but why? Contrary to this commonplace belief, solitude is a great way to grow and fortify oneself in preparation for the world outside our doors.


Most of productive creative thought happens when we’re alone. Being alone with one’s thoughts is a great way to sort through ideas and think outside the box.  Reflection is a key process for thinking creatively. Too often when we are surrounded by others we unknowingly get forced into groupthink habits. At work have you ever been forced into a group of 4 or 5 people and asked to brainstorm ideas for work? Many managers think this is a good idea because of the number of ideas presented, however the actual quality of the ideas and suggestions are relatively low. The pressure to think of something good but not too good or too simple overrides the creative thinking process. Solitude allows for one to relax and look at the topic from all angles in a stress free environment.


All day you’re calling, texting, signing, and speed walking–it’s important to take a break from that to recharge and re-evaluate. And no getting home late and collapsing on your bed in fatigue is not proper recharging.  It’s about taking the conscious effort to set time aside for yourself. The phone, internet, demanding job, or 5 page paper will still be there when you get back. Finding peace for a few minutes or a few hours provides a dramatic improvement in the way we see the world and those in it.

Personal Reflection


This goes hand in hand with the last 2 points, but deserves to be discussed separately. By taking time to think and reflect on our personal lives, we open up an honest discourse with ourselves. Too often we allow ourselves to sit in denial or ignorance simply because there’s no time to worry about it all. But if you aren’t careful, this could lead to mental stresses and ultimately break downs. By taking time to think about your life, your family, your friends, and the environment you’re in you get a better handle on it all.

Spirituality and Meditation
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No matter your beliefs, it’s important to take yourself out of the worldly elements for a while and truly meditate and think about things. Too often we go through a routine and feel we have to believe certain things or act certain ways because that is what we were taught. But simply taking time to think independently can do wonders to both strengthen and reconstruct our spiritual views. It provides a way we can be honest with ourselves about what we believe to be true or false, right or wrong. No one’s experience of life is the same and likewise no one has the exact same views on spirituality. Don’t allow yourself to just be under a generic umbrella category without thinking about your own personal thoughts and beliefs in relation to it.

Self Esteem
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It may seem to be the opposite but it’s true. By being alone, we are able to focus on ourselves and build up or esteem. Too often when we go out there will be a poster of a model or a successful guy climbing out of his Aventador labrogini. By comparing with others we lose ourselves and belittle ourselves. By taking time to connect with your thoughts and feelings, you remove part of that insecurity and anxiety which many people suffer through daily.

Memory and Concentration

Many can attest to the benefits of studying and working alone. It allows for you to be productive with minor white noise from those surrounding you. Concentration and memory are things many people struggle with (especially those in the ADD generation of today) but intended solitude helps create a productive mindset that promotes these important skills.


Experience of Life

Remember, being alone is not a negative thing. It’s a way to grow comfortable in one’s own skin (something even adults struggle with).  It might seem daunting and intimidating to do something new or experience something in a new way, but that’s how people grow (and we never really stop growing in some aspects). Alone is very different from lonely. Solitude means coming to terms with oneself in an honest way that transfers into the rest of your life. Going to lunch alone, shopping alone, swimming alone, going to dinner alone, dancing alone: these don’t have to be bad things! The experience of life is not defined by those around us but by each individual for themselves. So take a breath and separate yourself for a while and I promise you won’t miss the noise.

How You Accidentally Lose Friends

Keeping our old connections can be hard. The transition from high school to college, and college to the real world creates  a number of anxieties and stresses. Will I find a niche to suit me? Is this the right move? What will they think of me? ect. All piling into your mind at one, which leads to even more trouble for you. But eventually you find your place, have fun, and meet new people. It’s exciting, nerve-wracking, and time consuming so surely its understandable if you forget to text a friend or two right? Well, maybe not. It may not seem like it but by not texting or calling or IM-ing when already a long distance away you could be unintentionally removing this person from your life.

It’s so easy to get caught up in our own affairs and then suddenly you have break from school or you have a long weekend from work. Who do you call? And when you do get in contact with the old friend does conversation feel strained, almost like if you were making small talk with an acquaintance? I’ve experienced this before and it was the worst feeling.

I wasn’t even having fun in college really, since I don’t live on the campus! It made it hard to find friends and when it came to trying to talk to my old ones? I got half an hour of awkward small talk just to catch up with one another. And when I would send the random ‘hey what’s up’ text, I’d feel lucky to get a response. It’s off-putting and actually rather worrying to think that people you spent years talking to could leave you behind or that you might leave behind someone that was once important to you. But that’s just it–it’s someone you’re used to see almost everyday. The physical distance between you has led to a distance emotionally. Lucky for us, it’s easily overcome.

It may seem daunting or intimidating but sending out simple texts every once in a while (even if they don’t text back right away) is a good way to show that you are still thinking of that person and feel connected to them. Sending a small message every once in a while is good to keep a connection going (it isn’t like you’re dating, don’t assume that they think you’re clingy just because you want to catch up).

If an important day for that person comes up like their birthday, don’t just settle for the customary Facebook wall post, text or even call them. It’s amazing how great it is to hear a friend’s voice after a long time and phones are an easy way to reconnect.

Having Skype conversations and group hangouts are another great way to stay connected and make it effortless. But remember they’re not always going to be online when you are, work hours and other things are that person’s priority sometimes and it’s important to understand that.

And of course, seeing the person after a long hiatus of work and busyness is great to re-establish old friendships and catch up. What you could write in 20 texts, would be said in all of 2 minutes, leaving plenty of time to actually get to do things together like old times.

But above all, remember that simply because a person isn’t an immediate presence in your life doesn’t mean either of you should feel guilty about it. It’s just a part of life and growing that is understandable. If a person is a true friend, reconnecting is absolutely possible. It’s just that when neither of you try to rebuild or revisit that bridge of friendship you’re left in a situation in which neither of you can even relate anymore. Be careful your best friend doesn’t become another acquaintance you wouldn’t recognize on the street. 

Have any of you experienced this strain in your personal lives? Is there a friend you wish to reconnect with, but don’t know how?

Power of Colors on Emotions and Physicality


Humans are very visually oriented. We look towards social ques and symbols around us to help dictate our own thoughts and feelings. The most basic form of visual relation starts at a young age upon the introduction of colors. Our brains sense and decipher color, but some may be unaware that the mind and body can be effected by color as well.

Here are the basic colors and the effects they have on our minds and bodies. 


Warm Colors: Generally perceived as happy and energetic

  • Red: We associate this color with a number of varying emotional states such as anger, sexuality, vitality, frustration, and ambition. This means that based on the situation or the person perceiving it, there is a chance for both negative and positive responses. Physiologically, it causes an  increase in blood pressure and stimulates circulation flow
  • Orange: This color is seen as relieving, basically meaning it associates with ideas such as forgiveness, relief of guilt, and dispelling thoughts of negative self-worth. Physiologically the color stimulates sexual organs (easy there, tiger) and is related to healthy immune systems.
  • Yellow: We associate this color with happy thoughts, intellect, clear decision-making, and being organized. However, a dull yellow relates to fear and and trepidation. Yellow makes us aware of things and serves to stimulate the brain. It’s also said to energize our muscles.


Cool Colors: Generally perceived as relaxing, mysterious, and sometimes sad

  • Green: This color is associated with relaxation, laziness, and comfort. Light shades automatically relate to nature in our minds while darker greens equate to decay and sickness. Physiologically, green causes muscle relaxation, slower breaths, and a healthy heart
  • Blue: This is a color of quiet, mental calmness, and creativity. However, dark blue can bring feelings of depression. The color is great for lowering blood pressure, soothing pain, regulating sleeping patterns, and is linked to the thyroid gland.
  • Purples: Psychologically, this color has been shown to help balance the mind and alleviate obsessions and fears. The shade indigo is associated with imagination while violet is emotionally cleansing. Physiologically violet is said to have antiseptic like effect while indigo is described as having narcotic like qualities (like anesthetics). Purple also relates to metabolism.


Neutrals: Generally relate to feelings of stability and simplicity. These colors relate to use on a psychological level rather that physiological

  • Black: This color promotes both positive and negative perceptions. It can comforting and protective, mysterious, and commonly associated death (in western culture at least). Black is also seen as fairly passive in its nature.
  • Gray: This color relates to independence, loneliness, and non-commitment.
  • White: Perhaps because of theology, white is mostly associated with purity and openness while still conveying separation and isolation.
  • Brown: This is a color of stability and strength because of its relevance to nature. It also related to being stoic or socially removed.

Note that color views are subjective for every person, these are simply common associations in western society. Colors have varying significance according to cultural beliefs and views. Despite social differences, the way that colors have such power over emotions and physical states is fascinating and something worth taking note of. It also raises the questions: Do you hate/love certain colors or is it because of the associations created in your mind? Do you even agree with these listed effects? Lets discuss: What is your favorite color and how does it make you feel?

Positive Thinking: Should vs. Could

You are your worst critic. Cliche but true, too often we think to ourselves: i can’t do anything right. Why do I even bother? I thought it would be different this time. The main reasoning behind these thoughts is the way we see ourselves in relation to the world around us. Too often we tell ourselves what he should do, what we should look like, what we should be and it creates a mindset of “not enough”. We are enforcing the disabling belief that there is some mystical ideal that we just must be able to meet! And it hurts us. Creating stress and anguish where there was none before, essentially pulling our mood down along with our self perception. By being so harsh on ourselves, we subconsciously enforce the idea that we are not enough, thus creating a cycle of negativity that prevents us from growing and accomplishing what we want. This cycle is a dangerous one that usually stems from many areas of insecurity, worry, and plain old over-criticism.

Its a tough habit to break but one of the ways to start trying to introduce positive thought is be eliminating the word should and replace it with could. Instead of I should go to that party, everyone else is, think to yourself I could go out to that party, but maybe I want to do this instead. Doing this creates the notion of options that help you assess a situation and remove pressure from yourself. Rather than forcing yourself into a situation you’re unprepared for, you remove the urgency simply by saying to yourself you could do something else. You can say I can/could rather than I should/ have to when it comes to various things in life.

Button-warning-iconWarning: This is not an excuse to procrastinate! I know you’re thinking of how easily you can apply this to a situation of a deadline, telling yourself you could do the project or watch that repeat showing of Inception. By doing this you’re only creating a situation in which you’ll lose in the long run (and that will just ruin your positive thinking won’t it!)

Instead, tell yourself: If I could just finish this project I can go about my business. This keeps you on top of the work you need to accomplish while giving you a goal/reward for its completion!

Disaster in Philipines and How You Can Help

Typhoon Haiyan, one of the strongest storm to date, has left the Philippines devastated. The typhoon hit the small island on Friday and since then millions have been displaced from their homes and the country is still reeling from the powerful storm. The storm caused water levels up to 10 ft in some areas, the water rushing like that of a tsunami. Philippine military have so far confirmed thousands of deaths and it is estimated that around 10,000 deaths have occurred.

US marines and soldiers made their way to the country on Sunday to begin helping with rescue. The U.N. has responded as well, shipping food and providing support. The Red Cross and AmeriCare are also aiding through distribution of medical aid and food. The storm has now hit Vietnam and will move to China where it eventually will dissipate

There are a number of ways you can donate and help this country in its time of suffering. Please click a link below and help these suffering people. There are other programs besides these that are donating. Find out what your country is doing to help:

1. Philippine Red Cross

2. Habitat for Humanity


4. World Vision

5. AmeriCares

6. GMA Network

7. World Food Programme

8. Save the Children

Satellite Update: A Safe Re-entry


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Good news regarding that European satellite! On Nov. 11 at 1:00 am Central European Time, it re-entered the atmosphere and decayed over Siberia, the western Pacific Ocean, the eastern Indian Ocean and Antarctica, with no property damage or injuries as a result. According to the European Space Agency, 25% of the satellite made it to earth. The Head of the ESA also provided the reminder that “The one-tonne GOCE satellite is only a small fraction of the 100–150 tonnes of man-made space objects that reenter Earth’s atmosphere annually” which is something maybe most people are unaware of. I mean honestly, would it kill the government to give out more warning? Just because its a relatively normal occurrence doesn’t really excuse how the average person remains mostly unaware these potentially devastating events are taking place. At least, there aren’t many reports and modes of alarm in America. Is it the same last minute notice and protective head-wear plan for every country?